How deep the faultline goes....

If anyone ever stops to wonder why I am so fucking angry all the time, it's because I carry the anger from home. Anger? Always. I hide it well. Very well indeed. I have learnt from young that anger is to be directed only at the one causing me the pain. No one else. It burbles like boiling, rolling barley. Simmers and shivers under the skin like mercury. It is CAUSED by a LIFETIME of dealing